"This is my new hobby. I watch my life
depart minute by minute.
I anticipate the end of everything
and anything--a conversation,
a class, track practice,
darkness--only to be left
with more clock-watching to take its place.
I'm continually waiting for something
better that never comes.
Maybe it would help
if I knew what I wanted."
~ Megan McCafferty (Sloppy Firsts)